пятница, 16 сентября 2011 г.

Bombshell?

All Hell breaks loose!

Nadin's boyfriend had a big "talk" with our Zut guy!
Don't know about you but I find the very idea quite entertaining.

The background to this historical event is pretty dull: Zut just was himself, jumping around her saying some little dirty things checking her out just for fun, jokingly trying to flirt or whatever it was. In my eyes this was just this innocent act of Zut's nature.
But apparently not for Nadine.

When I said she was a GIRL I meant to show you that she's almost a Princess. Especially in here since no one else is to take the position.
it's not a good idea to make jokes about her, whatever innocent lovely and tiny they are!
A girl like me would be happy to be their little clown.

But Nadine!
She's the girl we all view with the corner of our eye, the girl we turn to watch walking by, the girl we stat talking to in the subway.
She's not the girl to play with.



Her boyfriend is a local celebrity. He has a face which in my opinion has just too much sugar in it - compared to Zut he lacks animal allurement, some luxurious messiness. He's very "correct" definition of a Prince Charming - pop singer, has a group of girl-fans, but he's chosen Nadine and this is what feels good, I guess. He's also known for lipsyncing,having yours truly to be the a lyricswriter, and being nasty to her from time to time...But I just feel that they actually love each other and that...they have this little something between them which makes them pretty same to me.
So Prince Charming has to help his Princess, right?
He writes a letter to our bad boy and they end up discussing some group promotion tips.
Good friends?
No, of course not.

Zut doesn't give a damn about the guy because he just knows very well, as I know very well, as I guess you know now, if you believe me - Prince Charming is never that cool as a Bad Boy can be. So he's very happy to finally settle the riddle of Nadine - who seemed to be so much higher than he was. Now he just doesn't care much to tease her.It also makes him happy to remind himself that he does the same thing (plays the prince who rescues the princess) for his own girlfriend.

Nadine is head over heels in love with her honorable Knight. She's happy he did it for her, she's happy Zut finally shut up, and she's happy to have something others don't have - protection. Her prince was showing off, but he did for her something none of her friends ever had, so it's her right to enjoy her romantic adventure.


There's still a riddle behind them all. The riddle they are not going to even think of.

пятница, 2 сентября 2011 г.

We're back

I woke up and found myself stuck between Zut and Nadine, who were jokingly fighting using me as a battle field.
I looked up and saw Wilhelm staring at us with a mixed expression.

And I thought 'this is it, here we are again!'

I should admit, I have no idea what did Wilhelm think about this moment.

Who is he?
That's a nice question.

There's no person in my life but he whom I'd expect to do next to anything tomorrow.
He's done so many things I'd be never able to understand or even try to follow his logic.

When we all just met he used to be sentimental depressive young poet dressed in dark colours, craving for decadent nineteenth century Europe.
This might even sound nice, but just let me finish.

You can't always tell something is a lie while something else is true. With Wilhelm there's almost no way to divide his imaginations, lies from something which is real. That scares me. Because you know, if a person like that occurs in your life, you're anyway able to distinguish this one thing above all that mess - the guy is fake.
because if you're true to yourself and everybody around - there would be no such things as enigma in your personality.
at least, not to that Wilhelm's extent.

He is....He is the most difficult person to talk about.
He's changed his looks several times, and...
Well, as his belief and honor he calls himself an artist, musician, writer and so that - and extremely creative person. So he creates looks.yeah, that he does.

1) Sentimental-poet-musician-depressive-thooughtful-extremely creative-guy look.
As I mentioned, this was the first look I was to picture of him, and ....well, just imagine.
He was a little over-weight that time ( he when somehow lost it all and became pretty skinny, saying he hasn't eaten for 4 weeks), and he wore this big black kinda baggy trousers, shining black shoes ( must have been polishing them regularly, who does that at the age of 17?), black or brown sweater, butterfly tie, english pattern scarf, and a sideburns with his combed back hair.
He also carried his cane-umbrella everywhere with him (he still has it now). He used to say a lot of random stuff about his ever lasting sadness and vulnerability of his soul.
This is when interesting things happened between him and his new "friend".


As a matter of fact, this guys would never be drawn together if it wasn't for the circumstances. They were the only unpaired or ungroupped people left, you now what I mean, when some new social group emerges people are quick to find themselves some new group so that they won't be alone and scared anymore. This two people (after there was 3 of them) had nothing better but to hang out together.Since, you know, Zut is way too cool and he has a HUGE group of people hanging out with and AROUND him, Nadine, Annie and me are an extremely closed and solid group, and so it goes for others, the guys fit practically nowhere.

So Wilhelm found a friend.

We never thought too much about him before this story. He was just a pretty weird guy but we never knew too much about him, he'd never show.

But through the second guy (I'm certainly going to tie him in here once somehow) we've learned a lot...about both of them, and about people in general.

People are strange.
Vows of love and friendship, huge amounts of money spent on presents, beautiful words to complement your figure, style, accomplishments are never as honest as one little bruise on your skin you got as a result of a puppy-fight for your "i didn't want to interrupt your high flying life"

And so Wilhelm was in.....friendship. Yeah, for 4 months we really thought he was in love but now I don't really know what was this all about. Both guys seem very gay to me but who knows?
But this is now too important, I respect any orientation, what I don't respect is foolishness.

You see, this "friends" thing was a complete freak show. Wilhelm threatens to hang himself if the other guy won't let Wilhelm write a course paper for him.
He's almost hysterical than the other guy refuses to miss the lesson with him.
Wilhelm would walk him home and meet at the door next morning.
He'd say and do a lot, and it seems he enjoyed the whole thing.
As well as the other guy who ended up having a lot of money, educational help and other joys- all for free!

seems like every side'd benifit from the "friendship" thing, ha? Well until the Other Guy was gone.

don't ask me now.

Wilhelm was furious.
He was so pissed off that he kept throwing his anger at others - especially at the three of us.

there was a lot, it's stupid to write this all here, but once he'd have a really bad one with Annie and I ended up saying really tough words to him, as I was really ready to punch him to protect her.
As if she ever needed protection.
she'd scare the hell out of him, so did I, and he took it all back, so did I, and after short break we saw the new him. Positive, bright, and oh-so-fake him.

2) Positive, bright and oh-so-fake guy look.

In spring he came, all of the sudden, with a huge single svarovski earring, a really short silver painted leather jacket, new jeans, shoes, other things....and it was all like "I just want to be friends with you, you're cool" kinda thing, and it's sad, and I pity him, but still this everything is so forced, so solely mind-motivated, and I'm still searching for some heart ecisions in him, and I can't find, and this all makes me really say, that I don't understand him.

and though he might do all this good things to me, I won't surrender, and nobody will.






we keep our kindergarten fight, and he keeps watching it, and I keep wondering, if I'm just like him, this distant, cold, or just like them - warm and close?